with freedom,books,flowers,and the moon who could not be happy?

why gerard why
 
i dont even know what to say
 
i just
i love this band so much i cant
 
killjoys forever

oh my goodness
 
the faults in our stars is such a good book and it is very well written
 
i loved hazel so much
 
and i finished the book around midnight crying on my sisters bed
i finished it in two days
just
ugh
no
 
read it, its so good
okay?
okay

so on my other account all about harry potter
( @lets-talk-harry-potter )
 
we need more people to sign up and be apart of it
 
if you would like to be apart of it then go see the latest set and read the rule
 

 
please and thank you!

i get nervous a lot.
i dont know if you would say i have anxiety but its getting worse.
i dont really like talking to people at all
 
just when i do anything i get nervous.
test,going outside,texting specific people,school, teachers,going home, and when people act like they will hit me or when they do hit me.
 
i guess thats all to say about it really
hope you have a nice day

IM ON MY IPOD HEY GUYS

hello! my name is lauren i just want to tell you about me
~ I am 13
~i am about 5'2
~i have green blue eyes
~my hair is kinda brown blond-ish
~i weigh about 80 or 90 LB
~i have glasses but i wear contacts
~i really never wear my contacts
~I have 2 sisters
~i am very small compared to my friends they tower over me
~i have a size 4 shoe
~I live in Georgia
~I go to jefferson
~I play piano
~I love to read
~I love legos
~I live off netflix
~my favorite books are the harry potter series
~I love doctor who ! david tenant!
~I also love Sherlock !Johnlock!
~my you tubers are dan (danisnotonfire) phil (amazingphil) and xela (mrfanncycar)
~I don’t have a really specific type of music that I like
~HEY I SUCK AT SPELLING
~I do try to be funny *I have my moments*
~I am a christain
~I have 4 cats and 1 dog
~I am NOT a sporty person
~ im okay at school but bad at math
~I like putting my hair in ponytails
~I want long hair
~I really want to dye my hair different colors
~I do plan on getting tattoos
~I want to act
~if you tell me that I won’t be able to act and it will happen in about 1 to 1 million well to Hell with you (not using that as a bad word I mean the place.sorry.)I can do what I want and I will very much so do what I want ~I will follow my dreams
 
~I am single
 
~ I don’t really care for boys
 
~my best friends are maddie @mockingjay213 ,Bethany and alex (yes he is a boy)
 
~my friends influence me more than anyone
 
~I wear the things I wear because of all of societies pressures
 
~I act the way I act because of societies pressures
 
~I am only me when I am with my friends
 
~I really like to wear tank tops and pj bottoms when I am at home
 
~I am honestly am jealous of a lot of girls

~of the way the express themselves more or how they look or their skills or their looks
 
~i don’t think im pretty (who does?)

~I do struggle with not nececeraly suicidal thoughts but things like (if that made sence)
 
~my friends are the main reason im here
 
~I will stay here for a very long time I don’t count on leaving *wink*
 
~but most of all I am me and I hope you can appreciate that. you might not like me but that’s your problem not mine. but a couple more things
 
1)stay who you are and please don’t change
 
2)now I do believe that the meaning of life is to be happy so please be happy for me. okay? love always, lauren or lola

so i got on yesterday and made this set but my mom told me to go to bed so i could not publish it.
 
but anyway i am on break for a week because of thanksgiving!!! yay no school!!!!!!!
 
OH BY THE WAY I HAVE 172 FOLLOWERS THATS JUST CRAZY!!!!!!!
 
thank you so much i love you all. ill post sometime this week! i pinky promise!!!

so chip is here. he is so funny and awesome
i really like him.
he helped me with my piano and he played some peices he sang to he did somesongs that i knew he sang and played somewhere only we know i tried not to sing with him.
it was so amazing and he is so good at piano.
but yes he is awesome and he is staying for 2 weeks.
we are having a halloween party today and i am so exited!! everyone apart of the extange is coming over
. well i have to go hope you guys still like me!?!

i dont think i am going to be on much. sorry.i have been dealing with school my family and personaal things.
perks of a wallflower came out 2 days ago i really wish i could have seen it. but it might be on netflix or youtube abd i will watch it then ,but with out maddie.
i feel
broken
shaterd
ugly
and worthles
and my used to be friend maddie kept me from thinking these things about me.but now she dose not like me. yes,i do still wish she might change her mind.that wont happen.but maddie i just want you to know i love you, miss you every day and cry about you all the time.i might never get over you and that might ruin me. but for now i let you free. so goodbye for now my friends. i will try not to think bad thought about me
love always,
lauren

i realy miss maddie my life has been realy bad ever sice she said she didnt want to be my friend. o one has slept over at my has since. i realy dont know who to like or who to trust.i am just sorry